

--suppression--succumbing to everything has become impossible--suppression--
seeing what i do and don't need the lines are blurred
down push further
give in everytime
until one day i snap
i have to know what i need to feel alive
binding
erased
i wish i hope for my fears to grow tired
i beg of myself to just hold on to that which i love
let me see, that which i don't
let it go.
succumb succumb
i feel alive.


-perfectionist-walking this tight rope.-perfectionist-
teetering.
scared for my life mess up and i'll regret
not having a safety net.
there is no place for mistakes. no time for distractions.
i find myself losing my life to this game.
teetering. teetering.
a gust of wind creeps up my toes. i slip. slip.
falling.
the game is over and i just keep falling.


-mirrors truth-so many times i've stared into this reflection and nothing has changed.-mirrors truth-
it's the same sad face. my pathetic blurred brown eyes and the sloppy makeup i wear in an attempt to convince... somone of something.
too often
does this picture bring me to tears and i have to quick pain on a smile as much as it hurts... maybe eventually i'll convince myself of everything i need to.


m a k e b e l i e v eCome down to where I hide Underneath the crumbling ground My nails are too brittle To claw my way outm a k e b e l i e v e
Pull the mask away from my sticky face It's transparent to you anyway My fingers are too numb To peel away the shell
Hold my insanity in your arms Can you keep it safe for awhile? My hands are too splintered To reach inside of you
Readjust my distorted line of vision Maybe it will blur to perfection My arms are too shaky To turn away the mirror
I'm going to pretend ..you said it's ok to blow the candle out &n


Without You HereI know this is repetition but i miss you when you're gone. Smiling constantly when you're here Tears flow freely whenever you leave. The silence is as loud as my heartbeat. I stare at the clock awaiting your return. I know this is repetition but i miss you when you're gone. Please dream of me You can kiss me as often as you likeWithout You Here
We can sit by the fire together reducing the electric and gas power consumption
I know this is repetition but i miss you when you're gone.
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To love, to care, to listen...i am here.
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To love, to care, to listen...i am here.
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To love, to care, to listen...i am here.
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