~lucidenigma
is trying to escape
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--suppression--succumbing to everything has become impossible--suppression--
seeing what i do and don't need the lines are blurred
down push further
give in everytime
until one day i snap
i have to know what i need to feel alive
binding
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i wish i hope for my fears to grow tired
i beg of myself to just hold on to that which i love
let me see, that which i don't
let it go.
succumb succumb
i feel alive.
by ~lucidenigma
-perfectionist-walking this tight rope.-perfectionist-
teetering.
scared for my life mess up and i'll regret
not having a safety net.
there is no place for mistakes. no time for distractions.
i find myself losing my life to this game.
teetering. teetering.
a gust of wind creeps up my toes. i slip. slip.
falling.
the game is over and i just keep falling.
by ~lucidenigma
-mirrors truth-so many times i've stared into this reflection and nothing has changed.-mirrors truth-
it's the same sad face. my pathetic blurred brown eyes and the sloppy makeup i wear in an attempt to convince... somone of something.
too often
does this picture bring me to tears and i have to quick pain on a smile as much as it hurts... maybe eventually i'll convince myself of everything i need to.
by ~lucidenigma
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ScarsI know that we have pains, and that they are true Sometimes we get confused, and don't know what to doScars
This is why we hate This is why we cry This is why we're so thoughtless This is why we die
I have pains, and my sadness is blue But when I am sad, I know what to do
I sharpen a knife And I put it to use I destroy my pains Through self-abuse
My pain comes in the color red So I bleed it right until it's dead
I know quite well That this is not right So why not give up This painful fight?
When the
by ~apocalyptica
the bath tub is emptySo clever and artistic, pain and truth gush from your veins Eyes wild and frantic, seeking the highest of highs. Subtle is realthe bath tub is empty
you must read between the lines! Drown, beauty, drown Where are you going? Down Down! The clutch is gone, you stare in horror as your precious wisdom exhales one last
time. "But it all seemed so real!" you'll say. I guess no one told you
nothing is real
by =discontentbeauty
like napalmThe wind howls through the trees and amongst the leaves Here I sit, drifting through you too amongst random recollections So charming yet unexplainable Nothing has changed, everything has changed I sing when I can, I sing for the lost moments and the delicate brush of fingers I thought I’d trudged forward, on from all of this I lied to you, I lied to me So naïve,like napalm
can’t seem to push forward But I do anyway forward and backward all at once and in sync
The night gets to me, the wind and trees never-end
by =discontentbeauty
changling
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- Current Residence: never never land
- Interests: water and daisys
- Favourite genre of music: good music.
- Skin of choice: soft
- Favourite game: the sims of course.
- Favourite gaming platform: nintendo anything
- AIM: enoderettahs
- MSN: enoderettahs@hotmail.com
- Yahoo: enoderettahs
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